How great can it be?
You keep working for it. You keeping praying for it. You keep changing for it. It must be some kind of special. Look at you, can't keep it off your mind. I don't know what your it is, but whatever it is; it must be great. Look at the greatness it's pulling out of you. It's causing you to act different, think different, move different and want different. You have grown so much and come so far from where you started. You are closer to your it than you have ever been. Ask me how I know.
"How do you know Grace?"
Because you ARE IT! I don't think you understand how amazing it is that you are able to want something so bad you have tapped into your ability to do whatever it takes and become whoever it takes to achieve it.
The greater you become, the great your it gets. And there is nothing wrong with it. Keep glowing. Keep achieving. Keep mastering. And keep getting it. 

So far, this year has been trying to say the least.
For every great achievement it seemed we were met with even greater challenges. For every triumph it seemed to be 3 trials. For every victory, you seem to have to pay hefty dowry. In all candency, it felt like a consistent struggle within oneself. A war going on with your future, your present and your past. I know it may be hard to see, but there is a great purpose in it.
​What's coming sooner than we can even imagine or hope is something greater that what we could imagine or hope. We have been working so hard; often times feeling fruitless in our endeavors. But everytime we think to give up, something happens. Something finds its way into our lives and motivates us to keep going. There is always some kind of breakthrough that seems to always get us through until our next breakthrough. Foolishly, we have believed that this burst of good fortune comes from outside ourselves; when truly... we have been working so hard.
The life that we want, we have been unconsciously working on and building already. The life that we are living today is the direct result of our yesterdays hard work. So quite naturally that would mean, the building blocks of tomorrow can be found in today. I say all of this to say, what are you building? When you get through to your breakthrough; what will it look like? What will it feel like? And are your actions in alignment with the life you desire?