How great can it be?
You keep working for it. You keeping praying for it. You keep changing for it. It must be some kind of special. Look at you, can't keep it off your mind. I don't know what your it is, but whatever it is; it must be great. Look at the greatness it's pulling out of you. It's causing you to act different, think different, move different and want different. You have grown so much and come so far from where you started. You are closer to your it than you have ever been. Ask me how I know.
"How do you know Grace?"
Because you ARE IT! I don't think you understand how amazing it is that you are able to want something so bad you have tapped into your ability to do whatever it takes and become whoever it takes to achieve it.
The greater you become, the great your it gets. And there is nothing wrong with it. Keep glowing. Keep achieving. Keep mastering. And keep getting it.